Tonight I was watching a repeated episode of Grey’s Anatomy and the ending Meredith voice over had her saying that people who know what they want are happier than those who have no idea what they want. Are they? I have know exactly what I’ve wanted out of life since I could imagine my “adult” life but honestly I am no more happy than my friends who are wandering from job to job. All of us are equally frustrated, making less money than we are worth, and not miserable but at times not exactly happy.

So is knowing what you want and not being able to attain it is that better than not knowing at all? To me, nope. Having not actually obtained anything I’ve ever really, really wanted in life, I at times really wish I didn’t have those long term goals. Sometimes I think I would be happier if I just fell into jobs and wasn’t constantly hunting/striving for that “ideal” job.

Which is it? You tell me.